I'm not sure whether is it because of an age factor or this is just my current mood? But as I'm getting older, I'm starting to feel comfortable with just being alone in silence and doing nothing much over the weekend. I think it may just started recently that I found peace in silence where usually I would turned on some music and feel safer. Now, it's okay for me to just stay in silence and sometime with just a bit of sound of the music.
While over the weekend, I do enjoy by staying at home, going for lunch with mom, hanging out for few hours with friends, spending time with my kids at home and sleeping. It feels just good to sleep for hours and hours, as if I hadn't had a good sleep on the weekdays. Is this what being in 30's means? I mean you find more enjoyment in being lazy on the weekend dan being so productive on the weekdays? Or my life patterns are changing without me realising it?
Nah, I'm not complaining, I'm enjoying it as in fact. But then, the silence is what I'm wondering the most. Remembering myself, who happen not to like silence, ended up liking the silence. I feel the minutes gone faster and often, I do enjoy watching Jose sleeping. Those small little things bringing more joy!

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