I remembered back in the junior high school at the lunch time, where all the girls gathered and we started to talk about our future. I remember firmly on how I wanted to work for two years after graduated then get married when I'm 24 and later, running my own businesses. I've always wanted to be a business woman, but then, my plans were far different than HIS. And by the time I graduated, I just knew marriage life and thinking about getting married aren't my priority in life.
There is this hidden fear of me towards marriage despite I like the celebration but not keen enough on making it come true even until now. My life priority has always been the same "want to be a successful business woman with a lot of businesses and have my own building" And here I'm in the age of 32, still not sure when that dream would be coming in reality but I'm still trying.
Being the only child in the family is hard especially if you are female. What parents wanted me to became, the freedom that weren't given, and other family issues that caused me unable to move freely. Sadly, I had to run away from home and from that, they started to let me go slowly (like really slow!) . Yeah, basically, I started everything in a very late age and without anyone's blessings. Failure after failure, sadness and depression that I had to go through and people who left or betrayed or even envied, but from there, I become better and stronger.
See, the funniest thing that you may not believe at first but when you had nothing but faith and hope, barely will be standing next to you. People took you for granted, certain issues started to come up, and without a good amount of money in your hands, people would just left. But worry not, instead be thankful so when you're on the top of the world, you know whom you can rely on - GOD, yourself, your tiny circle of friends, and very few family members too. At the same time, when you're starting to rise, some people who stayed at your worst time, would suddenly put their step backward slowly.
The bitter truth about relationship - the best ones are the ones who're there throughout every season in your life and asking you nothing but your time to listen, to talk, to hang out, and to give an advise - your total support! That's what every relationship needed - time, support, laughter and prayer/blessing.
There is this hidden fear of me towards marriage despite I like the celebration but not keen enough on making it come true even until now. My life priority has always been the same "want to be a successful business woman with a lot of businesses and have my own building" And here I'm in the age of 32, still not sure when that dream would be coming in reality but I'm still trying.
Being the only child in the family is hard especially if you are female. What parents wanted me to became, the freedom that weren't given, and other family issues that caused me unable to move freely. Sadly, I had to run away from home and from that, they started to let me go slowly (like really slow!) . Yeah, basically, I started everything in a very late age and without anyone's blessings. Failure after failure, sadness and depression that I had to go through and people who left or betrayed or even envied, but from there, I become better and stronger.
See, the funniest thing that you may not believe at first but when you had nothing but faith and hope, barely will be standing next to you. People took you for granted, certain issues started to come up, and without a good amount of money in your hands, people would just left. But worry not, instead be thankful so when you're on the top of the world, you know whom you can rely on - GOD, yourself, your tiny circle of friends, and very few family members too. At the same time, when you're starting to rise, some people who stayed at your worst time, would suddenly put their step backward slowly.
The bitter truth about relationship - the best ones are the ones who're there throughout every season in your life and asking you nothing but your time to listen, to talk, to hang out, and to give an advise - your total support! That's what every relationship needed - time, support, laughter and prayer/blessing.
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